Mood: sad
Now Playing: The Condition of mediocrity
Topic: Worth
Mediocre people are ripe for victimizations...There are millions, just millions of folks right now in places they do not want to be wondering how they indeed became this sort of disregard and depravity. I wonder not about these people but on a daily basis I see them....they are the gamut of gender and color lost in pleasing men as well as trying to survive (feed thier bellies or Agendas). I see white men living on their knee catering to depravity just so this one or that one will like them, everyone wants to be apart of the cowards club and no one want to stand on their own two feet and fight the good fight....I asked myself would I rather be them or would I rather have self-respect...Self respect always wins out. So what have I done since my last entry....I called the US Attorney Office...in Portland Oregon spoke with a representative their and asked a simple question since Norma joined the other team of corruption and conspiracy....the Oregon US Attorney's Office gave me a 202 616 **** number and it was the General Council for the US DOJ in Washington DC...The lady I spoke with could not answer my questions and stated...this is a direct quote...
" Ms. Jackson, give me your number so you can call us back." Yes, it makes no sense, if you depend on reason and logic but on a psychiatric note something inside this female was sending a message either subconscious or not...saying to me please keep calling Ms. Jackson please keep calling....this is Mutiny, I am enduring...I know these are Rogue Law Enforcement individuals with a personal vendetta attacking me for the sole purpose of self gratification...I wounded these Rogue Law Enforcement by not falling prey to their depraved acts or tactics...I destroyed their Psychiatric team by not only defeating its attempts but exposing there intentionswith intimate shame....A psychiatrist lives in total control and environment delegation when these elements are not present a Psychiatrist is not affective...So I, Belinda Jackson, am an Enemy of Rogue Law Enforcement and the intricacies of Rogue Survival...The next time I called the 202 616 **** number I went straight to voicemail.. from a purely analytical point of view I would understand this turn of events as admission and fear....NO I, Belinda Jackson, am not that good....but the Wisdom of God is. General Council Offices do not close at 3:00pm Eastern Standard time....I have cellular records to prove the call was made at 12:00 noon Pacific Standard time...the most I could have received was a receptionist....but I Belinda Jackson received voicemail....I am sadden by this outright disregard for Constitution and Country.....but I am never surprised by these White Men whom have decided my Black Life is not worth their White Freedom.....so I guess we will have to wait until these White Men attack a White Life or maybe 200 white lives or Maybe 1 million white lives...Just how many people did Hitler kill.