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Topic: Panic
This is almost to severe to survive. I am not a college graduate but am capable of making college educated men greive to the point of panic which leads to the most obvious and unbalance acts. I say, every single day these people are crazy. I know for a fact there are people within the Portland Field office of the FBI whom are not emotionally and mentally balanced. Marc Grotty, Special Agent of the FBI illegally entered my Mother House at 3908 N. Alaska with a Black teenage boy, watched him rape me while I was drugged, screamed "Swallow it." "Swallow it." after he raped me and released in my mouth. The next morning Spec. Agent Grotty, boarded a Tri-met bus with said Black teenage boy; arranged the seating on the bus where I was forced to stand are take a seat in thier proximty and then had the boy laughed in my face. I did not recognized Spec. Agent Grotty at the time, but when I point blank asked the black teenage boy whom was laughing in my face if he knew me; he stop laughing and said in a whisper "NO" and Spec. Agent Grotty turned blood red. I thought he was going to hemerage blood. So, you see panic and lunacy leads men too behavior one would equate to "Shock and Awe". So, I have been arrested two times, each time was a conspired fabrication by criminally minded men working for Law enforcement. The first arrest occurred after I contacted District Attorney Mike Schrunks Office in Portland with Checks from the California Department of Treasury; supposedly the California Department of Treasury sent me these checks from Los Angeles, California to Portland, Oregon as a part of my employment benefits--NOT POSSIBLE--The Oregon Employment Department gave me this information--I brought this to the attention of the Portland DA and he said he would investigate; I went home and was arrested for Domestic Violence based on the word of two convicted felon. The arresting officer never ran a background check on any one at the seen. And when the Police arrive not altercation was going on. I was released the next day without seeing the judge. I also was not allowed to call anyone are speak to an attorney. The second time I was arrested was based on the word of a Woman whom had attempted suicide and a documented crack addict; I was served a Restrainig order that was not possible because no incident had taken place within 6 month the guideline for requesting a Restraint. The female officer went into a room with the person whom had attempted suicide in decided I, Belinda Jackson, was a danger to myself and placed me on 72 hour hold; The female officer said to me "Your Mother said, you told her you were being drugged and raped." I said "Yes." she walked around and place me in handcuffs. Once again I was not allowed to call anyone are speak with an attorney; and the other two Arresting officers were shocked about the female officer decision. He explained the hold to me because the female officer failed to say why she was placing the handcuff. Both of these arrested were fruadulent acts of men in panic; I had disclosed I was being drugged and sexually abused as a tactic of Intimidation and the FBI and whomever decided to attack my character because at the time it was spotless...the FBI has a history of utilizing other govermental agency and Office to facillitate some ploy or maneuver. This is a gross mis-use of power in my case and the present use of the Homeland Security I.C.E. Agency and US Attorney Karin Immergut is further proof. This whole attack on me believe it or not is over the debauchery of an EOCC complaint and subsequent lawsuit in California District Court for $300,000.00 dollars. The Rogue Law Eforcement lunatic at the time failed to answer within the allotted time which led to a default judgement. This embarrassed them with such voracity and intensity I have been attacked for the last 12 years utilizing whatever means necessary....So how could this go on well corruption Vera Katz was the epitome of assistance and corruption and local politics and state politic is a boil of conspiracy, lies, and criminal acts--white collar unless you count rape, child rape and what have you....Oregon is going to be ashamed...but ashamed is much better than no change in the way we do business in this state...former Portland Field Office FBI Special Agent in Charge Dave Czdy, is now Intelligence Coordinator for the CIA, Sen Ron Wyden in still in Office, Former US Attorney Michael Mosman in now a federal Judge, Jan Wyer former Attornye is not a Multnomah County Juge and Michael Chertoff formerly of the USDOJ/OIG is not Director of Homeland Security....so Ashamed will also have it place within our Federal Government...What could make these men and women so angry and prepossessed to attack me....shame.