Rant from Oprah house
Now Playing: It is not Men you should be worried about
Topic: Esau Abounds
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What has dawned on me is people live in fear of death and lost more than I would have ever expected. Truly the inevitable cannot be dwelled upon, but what I have witnessed is the an absolute saturation with doom in today society.....
As a Nation we have actaully delegated human worth versus pleasure and survival....I might add Women of Color and Mexican men have little to no worth....I dont know why but Black men for some reason...maybe Tiger Woods and Michael Jordan seem worthy as long as jail is always an option....I am telling you as I sit here and have my Journal illegally monitored by Rogue Cops a Mexican males is sitting next to me touching and scratching his gentialia....Whoooooop I got get up and run away the Rapist are coming the Rapist are coming and this is the mentality these FBI officials and the idiots they have hired to attack me because of evidence I have in my possesion actually believe hold some sort of influence.....It doesnt every deprave act the FBI and thier minions utlize against me is seen by me as suffering for Jesus Christ....and I am in great company when I suffer for Jesus Christ....I can only tell you these idiots know Rape will never stop me but it a type of vengeance which satiates the Sociopathic so I am endanger of Rape on a daily basis....and thier minds in the presence of failure which they have committed in my presence countless time is so warped....I am such proof of their inadequacy that any sort of depraved harm of depravation done to me is so soothing to thier mental health...The point of my Journal at Oprah.com today is just a HUGE RANT.....I am so tired and pissed of and completelty knowledgeable that today I will simple just say thing I been wanting to say but held in .....I sincerly think White Males in America are absolutely followers....no more than Flukies for something and the something doesnt matter at all as long as it is something....This is very hurtful to my Understanding because of White Men like Thurston Ohman, and Mr. Roy, and Dennis Melcher and others I have known if White men were going to be Flukies for something well why didnt I meet this type of Flukie White Man first....And Black men are such utter and sad fools....I feel such pain and sympathy for thier choices...NOT ALL but most....and Black and White and Asian Women are such pacifist including Oprah...just kidding....shock and awe...And lastly Mexican and Latino Men they are not even considered worth saving in America and White men in general use them for whatever....The most aggravating pary about this is Mexican and Latino men will do anything rather it be depraved or Courageous the spectrum is daunting but as Brown men they will do it...NOT All....PLEASE remember White USDOJ/FBI Officials have used Mexican and Latino men to Rape, Belinda D. Jackson, while she was incapacitated.....but remember the first recollection I have of being drugged and rape was by a White male....I guess he felt like a depraved dog so this white male went out and recruited other men of color to rape me while I was drugged to feel better about his Special Agent actions.....So I ask the Oprah.com public can a woman, "ME" be held to fear are any threat knowing what I know? But just then I was shocked sitting here in the Beaverton Library and this is the newest constant technique the USDOJ/FBI has taken to using I am constantly in some sort of external pain with the utilization of some sort of device...So how do I know this because I had this excruciating pain in the back of my head. The reaction was utter concern and pain....I am like what the Hell is that....then I moved into another room and the pain just went away....HOW? I went back into the room where the pain started and slowly I was in excruciating pain....What so I reconcile these IDIOTS THINK THEY CAN CONTROL MY BEHAVIOR LIKE A RAT IN A MAZE SYNDROME....Now we know that mind set is Federal Agent loser failure whom pacify themslves with we saved the world story which will never see print....I was so thrilled about the Rep. Foley Story....wow maybe the GOP will break the story about Ron Wyden in Oregon to change the News....are maybe I Belinda D. Jackson of Portland Oregon will be under attack for 11 more years....But just know I am giving them A beating there egos will never ever survive...I have already made them criminals.
Belinda D. Jackson
6731 SE 82nd Ave
Portland Oregon
97266
Posted by mikejones3000
at 5:45 PM PDT
Updated: Monday, 2 October 2006 5:47 PM PDT