Mood:
happyNow Playing: Six Months to live
Topic: The Art of Smiling
Yeah, I am still smiling---dont let the picture fool you--it is just condusive to what should be going on in my head if all things were relevant or real...But I, Belinda Jackson, am still stuck in the land of the Crazy Federal Agents addict ridden Psychological attack as a magic bullet cure all.(Yeah the Lost in the Lab Crew) What is happening some are dying to know and some have live through the knowledge....Well first of all any remnant of legitmate Federal Law Enforcement has left the building--Once again I, Belinda Jackson, am abandon in the land of Corruption and Torture..(The details would only shock you into silence). I find it so annoying Political Officials like Attorney General Kroger, Mayor Sam Adams, US Attorney in Portland and Special Agent In Charge with the FBI have made the decision to push me into some sort of violent end is more optional than doing the Job we pay them to do....I am watching this New Orlean Series on HBO--"TREME" this is the sort of corruption I, Belinda Jackson, have dealt with for over 15 years and Hurricane Katrina had nothing to do with it...See my Mother, Margaret Jones, communicated to me on Wednesday--Her Doctor Kasra Kamilou has given her 2 to 4 months to live Dr. Kathleen Morris also and Oncologist at Good Samaritan confirmed his diagnosis but offers to my Sister Reve Jones--Your Mother, Margaret, is a strong Lady(they almost killed her twice and she survived) so maybe it will be a year...I was sad..look at my picture above...but then I realized--This information was only given because I, Belinda Jackson, had asked..Then after I asked to speak directly with my Mothers' Doctor--I was refused access--I was taken offer her Privacy Agreement--.I called my Sister whom was at the Life Expectancy diagnosis and asked...Why did you not call? She was very matter of fact and not concerned and said " I am at Fred Meyer in the check out line, I will call you back...I hung up and was seriously sad---She called me back and started repeating information I had said to her when we might have to face death...See I have said for sometime; these Rogue Federal Agents were using emotional abuse and tragedy as a tool to reduce me to this puddle of emotion completely distracted into the terminal illness of a beloved parent....Yeah they used terminal illness as a too...Well how did I ascertain this--I called my Mother's doctor to speak to him directly--the reason was two different story...my Mother said the Cancer was aggressive and move to her liver--my Sister said Kidney...I just dont believe you get this wrong...then my Sister "Reva Jones" says to me Mom was not in the room when she was given the diagnosis of 2 to 4 months...and the Dr. Morris showed my sister the cancer on the Cat Scan...she is dying...she is dying...but my sister did not crack one tear...she did not sound emoitional at all...This was usually me when we were just spectulating...my Sister would call me in tears...trying to get me upset...and I would calm her nerves... because no life expectancy diagnosis was given and I watched my mother sale her pain medication...dying patients don't sale their medication...so I am thinking this is a hoax--Then I called Dr. Kasra, and his Nurse Nichole shuts me down...would not even allow me to speak with the Doctor..Oh yeah they were set-up for me...Non-professional could tell me anything...but I will not be speaking to a doctor; So I asked to speak with her Supervisor and she (Nichole) transferred me to Facilty Site Manager Pima--I hung up and called Mr. Randy Day, Oregon Medical Board and amended my complaint to include--Medical Mal-practice and Constructive Murder...because to Quote Ms. Marply "Murder is easy when no one knows it is murder...Margaret is brained washed...When she told me she was dying and had 6 months to live she was sad and depressed...When I said to her well--Mama, I know you are not going to leave me like this...you going to sign an Afidavit about the Rogue Federal Agents...you Know Mama "Bob Fox" and became very healthy and passionate..."I aint signing nothing about Bob Fox, Bob Fox's Mama, Bob Fox's Sister....nothing...well this pretty much proves Rogue Federal Agents contacted her and for the passed 15 years...May of 1995 until May of 2009 and ongoing...Margaret Jones, the biological parent of Belinda Jackson has been cooperating with Rogue Federal Agents for pay-offs of money and drugs..See back in the summer of 1997, I called my Mother from a pay telephone in California and she stated a Bob Fox had contacted her about me and was saying crazy shit...like I was going to be killed and maimed the best thing my family could do was cooperate with them...this group did all of this after they attacked my family--literally like ghost they came into there life and undid it all then put it back as long as my family helped the Rogue Federal Agents destroy Belinda Jackson---So my Mother in keeping with the program should have said--"I dont know Bob Fox"--But she didn't she said I am not testifying against Bob Fox and all his family---I am hurt my on relative would allow this to happen to me and have forgiven them a million time over...but this is a psycological attack--so everytime I forgive...these rogue feds--turn it into something is not--an example is they would say--"oh belinda is stupid, you are slick margaret.' "oh belinda will forgive you for anything, Margaret--so I give you some more money and drugs to do even more, evil, selfish and destructive shit to your daughter whom has shown nothing but love and affection to you...and have the black tar heroine in hand are the credit card; and the cold cash...and my Mama took it everytime...these idiot call themselves destroying my family----how bitter and broken...but I say this if you have destroyed my family..why the illegal 24hr surviellance? Why the constant contact for the infatile purpose of instigating fights? The halfwit control nothing and if my Mother, Sister, and Brother were not drug addict they would be know where with a bullet...This is the kicker...Margaret, is my Mom--the FBI need her dead because she witnessed the coversation between local Law Enforcement and Federal Agents which caused my false imprisonment in 1998--she was in the room with Portland Police Officer and FBI officials attached to her wire behind closed doors at 3908 N Alaska Street, Portland Oregon.---But my Nephew witnessed them use his 16 year old friend to rape me while I was incapacitated(drugged) then taunted me with this underage child--And Reva Jones, conspired with Federal Agents and local Police Officers to have me arrested for domestic violence...Margaret called 911 and said to the operator---which was recorded--"come get my daughter before I kill her.." when the police arrived Reva, Margaret, Federal Agents and Local Law Enforcement conspired to have me arrested....When the officer arrived thier was no altercation in progress; portland Police Officer took the word of a convicted felon...Reva Jones stole her teacher credit card in high school and went on a shopping spree...and Margaret Jones and mental patient whom attempted suicide in 1996---The officers never spoke to me he walked up and hand-cuffed me hoping I would resist...I did not--They had to let me go...but not until a sherriff officer came into my holding cell and asked me to confessed.....yes...This is Corruption the leading players are halfwit and now the fools are attempting to kill thier own player....because just maybe--United States Department of Justice is about to do thier job...Signture Belinda Jackson
