Mood: lyrical
Now Playing: Among Men
Topic: Torture is a weapon
Sickening is my mood. I am completely sick about this situation. The level of complete pity and disdain I feel toward the FBI and these other Law Enforcement idiots cannot be measured. Officially it is beyond measure. This weekend, I notice a known FBI informant moving into my Mother Apartment complexs. Coincidence, not at all, he is a known snitch in the Drug Dealing community and someone as already tried to kill him once, it made the Yellow Oregonian...A friend once told me of a situation where he was sodomized by a known Drug Dealer for snitching....and he just happened to be in my world at 6731 SE 82nd Ave. This is a tool for murder, an errant bullet maybe...the sad part is at any given time there are about 10 to 15 children playing it that parking lot area....THEY SO DONT CARE...Remember Belinda Jackson, has member status now as far as the Rogue ass Feds are concerned my name might as well be Saddam Huessien or Osama Bin Laden....these fools are just in get Belinda Jackson mode....Now I am waiting too here from the FBI Portland Field Office as far as the obstruction of Justice Charge I filed on August 20, 2007(Originally filed on August 8th, but they didnt get it althought Kinko says differently. The thing is they have no intention of contacting me are investigating the evidence I gave them; Why? Did you wonder out loud why? Oh because the psychological team is going to ruin my life and drive me crazy, Or maybe the FBI has some fine ass Casonova they're going to use to dissuade me from pursuing my filed complaint, oh no no I got it, they're going to conspire to entrapment me in some crime,....Well, my suggestion it they should just investigate the evidence I gave them it would really save a lot of time; cause I, Belinda Jackson, cannot be manipulated, intimdated, are pursuaded to allow Rape, attempted murder, the use of AIDS/HIV as a weapon or the FBI and Federal Law Enforcement to be the new Cosa Nostra of America to go uncheck; Nah, my ass is going to check them to the point of attempted murder or even murder--cause i will not stop demanding justice(remember, i dont go away)--. It is truly immeasurable the amount of anger I harbor at the thought of these idiots. No one can talk me out of the facts yet 12 years later my entire life is engulfed in halfwit central--Federal Law Enforceent- trying to do so....I saw Marc Grotty, I spoke with Charles Matthews and former US Attorney Michael Moseman, -now federal judge moseman...see how that ties...yes it all ties.....together...yet I Belinda Jackson am still following procedure, utilizing protocol, remaining patient in my pursuit of justice....Want to know why? Do you really want to to know why I have not lost it? Completely gone Berserk---Because I am looking staight at these idiots as I blog this on tuesday September 4, 2007, and I will die a matryr before I become these low life, retarded, maggot, utter pedophile fools...I will not become there disaster...they are tragic.