Now Playing: Hostile Take Over
Topic: Fellow Americans
Shortly to arrive on April 21, 2010 is my Anniversary with this ordeal with Federal Law Enforcement...Tragic this all started in April 1995 and it is 2010...What is the World coming to that FBI and Secret Service Official have this much extra time? What is going on with me Corruption--I know explain well is so egregious and volatile..the measure is beyond measure. I awoke three days go with unbearable wetness on my anal area. I mean I thought I was leaking...How did this happen...what is going on? I saved the Underwear and I realized the Government Rogue faction is back to rape are the psychological use of rape as a tool....Go Mr. Balizan, I guess the Quack Psychiatry team talk you into using rape again...The emotional understanding is amazing....I am undone and held together by Faith alone...the next morning my Vaginal area was complete wet...I am shocked but this time I was aware of the Hypnosis...I had flash of memory about some Penis---just a penis it was not attached to anyone...I remember a voice..but not the rape itself...So I have talked myself into the belief; the Corrupt Federal Agents I have demoralized are raping me...they are just trying to convinced me I am being raped as a tool of emotional abuse and psychiatric tactic...Yeah...I have talked myself into this...because the other times I was drugged and raped there was a recall triggered by a person are action...and I remember the physicality of the event...the occurrence on April 12 and 13---this was all mind games...so I don’t know if I was drugged and completely incapacitated are if these Federal Agents actually are using rape as tool again...Now you want to know why I don’t go to Law Enforcement...because I will be placed in prison or a psychiatric ward...Federal Law Enforcement are not going to let what they have done be honestly reviewed--The last time I told Law Enforcement I was placed in a Psychiatric hold and she lady asked me to answer this question--"What does it mean with people say the grass is greener on the other side." I answered the question honestly...individual believe that certain situation or condition are better that what is presently going on in their life...after I answered this Indian doctor at Providence Medical Center admitted me into care...no incident--no violent behavior...the Hold was released by the Court Appointed Social Worker and it she said---"I don’t know why they have you hear...Then they kept me 24 hours more and demanded I call someone whom would stated to them I had somewhere to go...before they would release me...So this is why I haven't gone to the local Police Officer....I have realized these Federal Agents level of demoralization has actually triggered a bit of reality...If the fact they have attack me for 15 years ever is seriously investigated...they are going to face the death penalty...because Rape is torture and they have repeatedly tortured me under this ridiculous assertion I am going to "Break Under the Pressure" and "Go Crazy" then the Psychiatrist the Great is going to save the day...it is a fantasy...I have reconciled their tactics and these fools do not have a chance in Hell against my truth..Last week I got a letter from the State Bar of California they have decline to investigate my charges against Burke Williams and Sorensen....not surprise this firm cooperated and conspired with Corrupt Federal Agents...they will be protected even if that means...stealing my complaint and impersonating the California State Bar Association ...this letter I receive from then signed by Cheryl Smith, Complaint Analyst is a joke...she really says Attorney can use any effort to my detriment...even commit a crime I guess....the same thing happened with my Complaint against Mr Van Hagen...no evidence of ethical wrong doing...I going to appeal both complaint...and I know I am saying everything correctly in my complaint...I believe this is corruption the Federal Agents are protecting their co-conspirator..this is my belief and I have evidence to prove it....but what has happened in the last 15 years...my family has been attacked, my mother has been dealing with hoax doctors giving her Pancreatic Cancer...but no cancer meds....I literally picked up her Monthly perscriptions and no cancer meds...I laugh out loud and parade it all around...guess what a happen the next month I stopped picking up the meds...my Nephew Donta was chose to handled it...This is sad and pitiful all at once...I am literally stuck on stupid with Retarded FBI/Secret Service and Local Law Enforcement...I green SUV hit my bag last week March 26, 2010--I called the telephone reporting unit...and receive three successive calls back clearing the case...I was even afforded time to call back...this Malcolm Owen a total Cascadia client...diagnose Schizophrenic and Sex Offender...threatens to kill me in front of witness and the DA make it a Misdemeanor--did I mention witnesses...He has been out on his own recognance the whole time...the trial has been postponed twice and present Amber Moser is working out a plea deal with no jail time...The FBI and these other Rogue Federal Agents are taking care of their co-conspirators--And I am surviving based on faith and understanding...Yesterday...I am at Hollywood Transit Ctr. This White Woman and her daughter de-board the 77 Troutdale walke directly over to me and stand behind me to light up cigarettes on Tri-met property less thant 3 feet behind me...closer to two feet...I said please don’t smoke behind me...and I am attacked like a dog in heat they both go off...I laughed them off and walked away..Tri-met is a contained area these Rogue Federal Agents have used since 1997--the have place rapist to taunt and ex-convicts to assault and intimidate... Mr. Holder I am begging you to please come get your Halfwits..this is not tolerable.
Belinda Jackson
