No Options is not the end necessarily
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: A waste of time
Topic: Way Out Side the Line
FIRST DRAFT NOT EDITED. I am just posing this questions, have you ever did something you knew wouldnt work but, some part of you couldn't let go so you just tried and failed. This is an overwhelming hell. I am in the middle of the denial and confusion, the owness of explaining to idiots is dire endless usless activity. It's not that I dont ask the right question, and althought its hard to believe these individuals are merely action without thinking which is such bitter sorrow. But, in I Belinda Jackson, walk in with documents and reasonable request and what I get back in return is utter rot... Not even logic, but rot done in complete oblivion of all things which govern our humanity....I guess the turning point for me was when I walked in to the US Attorney Office back in 1998 and realized injustice was more at home than justice...I am tied to such much trial and consequence it really does take it toll, and my understand is not what is guiding my conviction. I am being blocked, this is so very obvious do you know today at 10:00 am I went to a professional place of business and although there was not hours listed, a closed signed was not posted. I knocked and the Criminal Conspiracy began....This is so ignorant, either you are or you arent, but to be stupid well it is so heartbreaking. I am documenting all my actions and the Hell, I had to put up with since my last blog is must distressing. I am truly feel sadness and am devestated, that as I watched injustice in other Courntry instead of sadness I feel for the lack of Democracy in my own and the hypocrisy I must fight every single day...How can the US Dept. of Justice allow the harm my Family is enduring, I must say, these men whom work for our Government are nothing but two bit criminals. The thing which is so unsettling is by lying and calling me names, like CRAZY and WIERD, these Government Law Enforcement Official are actual committing the most hideous crimes. I actually scanned a lot of the Documents supposedly from, Marion County District Attorney, OPR/FBI in Washington DC, emails from so called official; yet when I asked for these people the refused to speak to me, Belinda Jackson, and then the send a cease and desist letter stating I am harrasing them....And the most audacious thing is then these Law Enforcement Official go into my Mother house threaten attack and harm her into a tizzy and then tell her verbatim what to say to in an effort to cause a altercation....I quote my Mother..."I will call 911 and have them kick you out now." I have mail with her address under my name, so how could any Law Enforcement asked me to leave the premise, but this is the sort of threat these Rogue Law Enforcement Official attempt. Now, what would lead a Mother to speak to a child in such a manner....Question right, what arguement proceeded the threat, it just wasnt out the blue was it...Yes, I watched my Mother scrub her bathroom just 4 days earlier, but when I walked in the bathroom it smelled of utter filth, I could not beleive. I went and got bleach and scrubbed it then I asked her how was it possible, she not filthy and neither and I...she tried to run, but the wire the FBI has on her 24 hour stopped and she went into her tantrum...I do it in scritp form.. Mom: I dont know, I just clean the bathroom, (and out of no where) I want you out, you got three month to get out of here... I go to bed with a headache every night...My furniture is complete broken down, and I cant afford to buy anymore furniture. Belinda: I just asked why the toilet was so soiled after I just watched you clean them. I almost like some sort of transient is using our restroom. Mom: I want you out, Get Out, I will call 911 right no and have you kicked out. Belinda: Mom, this is not you, someone is instructing you to behave like this. Mom: Who, The FBI. Keep it up, I want you out you have have February, April, March, and by May 1st your out. Belinda: Mom, I havent done anything to you why are you swing that knife and going off like this. Mom: (lifting the knife up) I just had this to cut and apple. But I want you out. One day prior to this took a Pay day loan out for my Mother and prior to that she was laughing and joking without any hostilty whatsoever. But on the day I sent, Senator Kennedy, Reid and a host of other individuals an email concering one Senator Ron Wyden and an blocked ethical complaint, she kicking me out of her house, but that not even the kicker on my way home on the bus some woman was loudly stating how once She get home her Mom will be going off on her...Yes this is how stupid they are, it imparative these Law Enforcement Official taunt you with thier actions as if it going to stop me are anyone with a brain. I have been homeless before, but if the FBI and thier dogs they have contracted to attack and harrass me want a fight to the cliff edge they have definitely got one. I, Belinda Jackson, am not afraid of anyone but God, these lousy fools will jump of the cliff I have watched them for 10 years. I don't know intimidation, and these Law Enforcement dogs can communicate all the harm there little broken hearts can summons, I will be demanding and explanation from Mr. Nielsen of the FBI concering my request to have the fraudulent emails from Marion County DA, I will be demanding the US DOJ explain how in the hell is drugging and Rape not a procutable crime, I will be sending email to senators, I will be filing more criminal charges and knocking on every door of wood or other material. It is a very simple message I am, Belinda Jackson, and I cant be stoppped. So attempt failure, that what makes you a failure the attempt...and one little note: If the FBI was not harrassing and targeting me with harm of all sort, I at 40 would willing be married and have a child. But my judgement is perfect and in this present situation I would never bring a child or relationship into this harm I must survive for the next generation...I BELINDA JACKSON HAVE NO REGRETS.