Mood:
happyNow Playing: What was and has always been playing
Topic: Wisdom
The future being ever present, is my whole reason now days. I am over... done with
American idealism which is a horrific fraud. The thought of Paul Revere leaves me in actual histerics....I wonder if the folks in Iraq or Iran have a Paul Ahmad Revere running around saying the Capitalist are Coming, The Capitalist are Coming, The Capitalist are Coming....Does the thought ever cross your mind Hitler did not happen over night and his success and his reign is/was fear....I see a lot of folks scared in Portland, straight up fearful...(The bible says...The fear of God is Wisdom and departure from evil is understanding) I guess the folks in Portland can't read... Oregon...These people and this is probably endangering my life; but it must be said...These scared folks look at me in awe when I stand up to some crackhead idiot that has so clearly been unleashed on me by Rogue Law Enforcement fools....A pity and shame these learnered men arrived at this conclusion concerning...BELINDA D. JACKSON'S Life....Honestly Oprah and whomever is reading this journal entry...I am a prisoner...A political Prisoner being oppressed and submersed in all types of vile activity merely because I I believe in Our US Constitution...Yesterday I cried and thought 'GREAT ATLEAST I AM STILL HUMAN' How do you survive the kind of massive attackers I live with; my family lives with....because imbecile were given free reign when they most certainly should have been tied and locked down...The fact is there are no Federal Agencies, Senators, or Media Outlets...That will not make a deal (They are all together corrupt)i.e pulitizer...It sort of hilarious if the tradgedy would go away--GILLIGANISM...I live in the United States of America and whenever I move Rogue Federal Law Enforcment move to cause me irreparble harm....They are not playing and They have a prison mentality...Not one of my Family member or friends have not been affected by this ABUSE OF POWER (A High School classmates said plainly "Sorry we needed the money)...It is as bold as Alberto Gonzales' foolish understanding of his mis-step...These Rogue Law Enforcement Employees view me and my life as a Job...I am the New Saddam Huessien (They must destroy me at any cost)...I would feel like O.J. Simpson if it wasn't for Jesus Christ...the difference is I and Jesus are Innoccent. I just don't know nor should I about O.J.....But should I be subject to such harm in America...should so many people be so willing to profit by my pain and eventual death...Because the fact of the matter is decision have been made and not in my favor....Why do I feel like this? I called 202 616 4760 this is the Investigated Unit of the USDOJ/OIG...and I was placed on hold for 15 minutes...refused access to a Responsible individual, flat out and boldly lied to...and then disconnected....yes slammed down in my face...the Office of Inspector General...within the United State Department of Justice was sent two complaints on my behalf one by US Atty. Karin Immergut of Portland, Oregon and One by the Executive Office of the US Atty. in Washington DC.....35 days have passed on the latter and 365 day have passed on the US Atty. mailing...No precedures have been followed, no correspondence have been sent from OIG...NADA, NILL, Zilch....when I question the action the pattern is the same placed on hold....long distance prepaid cellular hold and then handled belligerently and disconnected...Slammed down in my face...disconnected...do you know I'm prohibited from entering about 05 differnt offices without provoking the action and given no recourse...These Federal and State Agency just said I could not call or arrive at thier Offices ever again for life (Are they expecting my death...for Life)...with no recourse are proof I committed any disruptive or criminal act...I guess it is hard explaining Obstruction and Conspiracy when the person whom is being harmed keeps knocking on your door....US Atty. Karin Immergut is the replacement for Michael Moseman whom is a Federal Judge....I spoke with this man and explained in great detail my complaint of criminal misconduct filed with USDOJ/OIG was being obstructed and he said thanks for telling me and disconnected....then he was appointed a Federal Judgeship with an endorsment from Ron Wyden...The fake as Senator from Hell....So I am not a Democrat anymore. Honestly, I believe these individual are participating in criminal misconduct and might I say extensive and massive criminal action. A Congressional Ethic complaint I filed against Sen. Wyden was also not process or did I receive any reply (I gave this to the local medial and was told this is a non-story...Then the Oregonian ws awarded a Pulitzer for exposing Government corruption...The Oregonian is our local Newspaper in Oregon...this publication reported an statutory rape incident which occurred years ago and was covered up as an Affair..she was 14 he ws 35...INBRED MENTALITY...This is what I mean by done...They're all together suicidal and have decided to ban together against Belinda Jackson for the cause of Crime....I just have one thing to say Why is Senator Wyden and the US DOJ/OIG so confused about a formal complaint lodged by a United States Citizen? What's so unsual about an American standing up to power...Have we stopped doing this..is the corruption money that good? Corruption Perks must be phenomenal... I say this every single night before I go to sleep...I am just so glad my name is Belinda Jackson....I do not want to be anyone else. I have never watched 10000 men and women mobbed beat down one person and not offer help.....I was born in 1965....this means something; it is like a sign of how my life would go...Everyone says 1965 was a very good year for humanity...and this is why I am done....finit...clearly out of the realm of what this world has come to....I am not going away but the person I have been...fearful of homelessness, starvation, rape, assualt, and constant harrasment now I expect it...I know I am a target out here in this Portland Oregon...with my faith and my integrity....Unemployed with a smile cause I am done pretending I fit in or will ever...I am peculiar and will always be.
