Realization
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Illogically persuaded
Topic: Core
I am going to be straight to the point with this Blog entry and your feelings are simply not my concern. The fact you may not be able to keep up is being left by the roadside also, and lastly shock factor which may lead to pure numbness and leave you in a state of non-response well I will at least warn you against it...quick example think of the most shocking thing in your life, like walking into a loved one (Husband or Wife) molesting your child", you're definitely going into shock right...well think along those lines, because what I am about to say will leave you utterly in shock...The United States Department of Justice is willinlly allowing Rogue FBI Officials in these United States free reign to utilize whatever means necessary in an effort to make this huge debauchery go away...They are feeding children to pedophiles...I have proof...They are picking up Rapist from the prison door and delivering to my door. I have proof. These FBI/US DOJ officials whom make up my "THEY" are willingly and without care utilizing whatever tactics and individuals in this World to cause me harm and disaster including: Woman, Man, Child, Infant, Retardation affected, as well as the Aged, and this is with the full knowledge and consent of FBI/US DOJ hierachy(So maybe everybody is not shocked)...This is not a secret which can be kept at this point, Internet connections, Cellular Service, and FAX machines make the fact I have filed a Criminal Complaint with the United States Departmento of Justice and FBI hierarchy, a tool of action not chaos...the only way chaos would occur is if collusion was also in play...These FBI officials on more than one occasion illegally drugged and raped, utilizing an HIV/AIDS infected individuals to cause me irreparable harm...no way this could be kept a secret...NO the FBI is presently lost in hell and paying every sort of price to keep me, Belinda Jackson, in harms way. I am not dead for one reason and one reason alone. I have documents which prove all charges. Why am I clearly and adamantly assured the FBI/US DOJ are currently in co-hoots well a little conversation I had with Senator Hillary Clinton's Office...I contacted her last week on the 21st of April, spoke with a Representative and briefly gave her the information of US DOJ/FBI official participating in Obstruction of Justice, Conspiracy, and Corruption. Senator Clintons' Office was also made aware I filed Ethical complaints against Sen. Wyden and Smith of Oregon. A request that I, Belinda Jackson, send a letter of complete authorization to Sen. Clintons Office to iquire on my behalf also letter and other evidence was faxed. I have received Voicemail everyday from the 21st. When my Cell is turned off, I get a voicemail from someone I do not know claiming to be from Sen. Clintons' office.. How is it possible some common criminal would control my Cell as well as be bold enough to manipulate or halt and Congressional Inquire...? Not-- regular everyday criminals don't go near 150 year sentences...but illiterate FBI Agents in the vain of Robert Hansen, do this sort of lunacy as par for the course... Rogue Law Enforcement bring down the house, and they never make exceptions or attempt to save anyone but themself....These FBI/US DOJ officials at present are unleashing every Sex-Offender on the planet into my living. I sat on a Tri-met bus in Portland Oregon where I live the other day and every person whom sat down next to me went out of there way to place their buttock on top of me, then strange men stood directly in front of me and started swing their pelvis in my face, actually I laughed at these idiots cause you could see them actually, receiving some sort of stimulation from the activity...how pitiful. I have been drugged and Sexually abused as at tool by FBI Agents, I can identify them and Spc. Agent Marc Grotti is one whom is guitly....What Psychiatrist? would vehemently believe placing there depravity in front of me would lead to anything but an Indictment...Every single Tri-met Bus I am take for the most part has video cameras going....What Criminal would be dumb enough to commit a crime in broad daylights with cameras rolling...none, but FBI operatives under the direction of FBI Agents will do anything...They rape, They steal, they shoot drugs into their vains, these maggots place their children in harms way....That is how deep it is....This is what I am up against on a daily basis, how in the World does this horror start in May of 1995 and continues until today and onward? FBI/US DOJ officials have been had, What they expected failed badly and the fact I am an African American Women devastates their truth....And believe not a word of The Duke University Rape....it is an utter hoax... What do I mean...Well it may have happened but it was orchestrated to change the News by US DOJ/FBI officials....This is a tactic which we view as horrific but what I know about the FBI/US DOJ after 10 plus years is they have no boundaries and failure is just there way of understanding their not shit is true....If they didn't fail once ever five minutes they would lose sight of whom they are so they continually fail...Duke University La Crosse team with two previously convicted people with Police records. The exact same incident already happen yet these two accidentally meet up again and repeat a scene which happened 10 years earlier...ARE WE UTTER FOOLS...This is a hoax and it's pitiful...because what it means is Our United States Department of Justice is a lie....And What did God, say..."Man is a Liar and cannot be trusted." The Bible actually says trust no man...Why do you think we have a Governmental System with Checks and Balance...I knew this was Corruption when Sen. Wydens office said to me "No one has jurisdiction over the FBI." The Crime Bill Act of 1994 made Senator Wydens office guilty of Conspiracy, Corruption, and Accomplice to Sexual Abuse and drugging...because all this happened to me when it wouldn't have if Sen. Wyden and Sen. Smith would have just did their job, but instead they chose to prove God and utilize my back as a method or bargaining tool for personal gain....shocked, well I am not so do something. Belinda D. Jackson 503.490.7972

Kabosh Kaboom
Mood:  down
Now Playing: CORRUPTION'S TOOL
Topic: Changing the Lead Story..
So, Rumsfeld wasn't the OUT for the FBI/US DOJ but it will have to be eventually...How or Why do I, Belinda D. Jackson, of Portland Oregon believe the FBI/US DOJ would you such covert tactic concerning Rogue Agents...Simple who ok'd the Torture in Cuba at Git-mo....would this tie to Alberto Gonzales??? and what is Mr. Gonzales present title within the Bush Administration? So when I say FBI/US DOJ officials used Rape, Drugging and HIV/AIDS as weapons of intimidation and harm doesn't the Present US DOJ administration fit the bill and would they do anything to halt the fact Rank and File Agents are headlong into such tactics....I have document which prove everything...these documents were sent from the US DOJ in Washington DC...And phone call see the following-Date/Time To/From Duration Type Debit/Credit 04/24/2006 01:00 PM (503) 823-4000 00:05 VOICE -$0.50 04/24/2006 12:52 PM (202) 616-4760 00:04 VOICE -$0.40 04/24/2006 12:47 PM 411 00:00 VOICE -$1.75 04/24/2006 12:47 PM 411 00:03 VOICE -$0.30 04/24/2006 10:59 AM (202) 616-0646 00:04 VOICE -$0.40 04/24/2006 10:53 AM (202) 616-0646 00:07 VOICE -$0.70 04/24/2006 10:44 AM (202) 616-0646 00:06 VOICE -$0.60 04/24/2006 10:42 AM (202) 616-0646 00:03 VOICE -$0.30 04/24/2006 10:40 AM 00:00 XTRAS $0.00 04/24/2006 10:37 AM (202) 224-3744 00:03 VOICE -$0.30 04/24/2006 10:32 AM (212) 688-6262 00:05 VOICE -$0.50 04/24/2006 10:31 AM 00:00 XTRAS $0.00 04/24/2006 09:16 AM (503) 624-8000 00:01 VOICE -$0.10 I havew called all the above Numbers today and each and every individuals was unavailable. I was transferred to voicemail...If you can here me US DOJ/FBI officials are openly and wrecklessly participating in Corruption, Obstruction, and Conspiracy....They do not care about the US Constitution are Civil Liberties, all they care about is tactics and a culture of corruption which works for them and they intend to keep even at the cost of my life, A United States Citzen and I am so not surprise this happened on Mr. Alberto Gonzales watch involved are simple minded scapegoat he was chosen for this role, base on his Nation of Orgin or ancenstry, just as these Federal Law Enforcement Officials figured a Black girl from Oregon with a family whom has a history of recreational drug use would be an easy target, well I did not live up to thier easy target profile, but did Mr. Alberto Gonzales? Belinda Jackson 503 490 7972

conscience
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Proven by your actions
Topic: Man is a Liar
I am poetic and every aspect of the definitive meaning. The melancholy as well as the prolific assault of poetry. This is why I am sympathetic to the weak nature of man instead of enraged. The Law Enforcement Agency perpetrating this harm against me is running scared and lost in cowardice this I know... Why else would such desperate measures be their only course of action....How can I communicate to you the way I am vehemently shouted down or block by obviously misled and mentally debilitated Men. Rape and HIV/AIDS as weapons...alone it scream Insane Asylum and this cannot be denied. This Law Enforcement Agency is guilty of High Treason, Torture, Fraud, and all things the US Department of Justice is supposedly in opposition too. Cunning, not at all, Fool very much so, and a decision has been made to destroy, Belinda D. Jackson, at any cost...Do you understand any cost....Senator Charles Grassly and Tom Novalli have failed the United States of America and the nature of a Congressional position...I know this is true, I have moved on and do not attempt to call Mr. Novalli are Senator Grassly's Congressional Office (And they have never ever made any attempt to contact, Belinda Jackson)...But the fact of the matter is the FBI/Law Enforcement is very much guilty of interfering with my attempt at every level, yes I have moved on up the ladder and what I expect in an effort to obstruct my next move...Donald Rumsfeld will resign or I, Belinda Jackson, will finally be free of the lunacy of total control. So I leave you with this poem--SEE BELOW-- Set Apart My intention as courage leads is to tell you what you have done cannot be. Rather it is of profit or ecstasy, If I truly love you and I do love you, so I must say Halt this action on this day. To judge is not my worth but too truth I assert. This moment most sincerely hurt, But never would I intend to desert, I must lead by example to a just place. Eternal rest and grace, Does not accept greed, robbery, over indulgences’Disgrace, Whatsoever is covered in sin it's not your worth I must tell you this cannot be. It is sin I am covering you in love we are free. Go your way and Sin no more. Be free.....

Phone records
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: fbi
Topic: corruption
Hello Blogging veiwing public below is telephone number called on my Cellullar service, proving US DOJ and FBI officials are actively obstructing Justice. I also called US Attorney Karin Immergut office and confirmed a letter of criminal complaint was sent to the USDOJ....each time I called and even mention the US Attorney name, I was disconnected and told not to call back as if this was Guatemala or some third world country well got to go. Belinda Jackson see below. My Virgin Mobile ? Manage Account ? Account Activity View Transactions: from the: Date/Time To/From Duration Type Debit/Credit 04/19/2006 12:17 PM (503) 624-8000 00:01 VOICE -$0.10 04/19/2006 10:57 AM (503) 727-1000 00:05 VOICE -$0.50 04/19/2006 10:56 AM (503) 624-8000 00:01 VOICE -$0.10 04/19/2006 10:56 AM 00:00 XTRAS $0.00 04/19/2006 10:42 AM (202) 737-4404 00:13 VOICE -$1.30 04/19/2006 10:41 AM (202) 228-2800 00:01 VOICE -$0.10 04/19/2006 10:40 AM (202) 737-4400 00:01 VOICE -$0.10 04/19/2006 10:38 AM (202) 514-2000 00:03 VOICE -$0.30 04/19/2006 10:38 AM (202) 514-2000 00:01 VOICE -$0.10 04/19/2006 10:34 AM (202) 228-2800 00:04 VOICE -$0.40 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85

I am so Terminated
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: So, I am supposed to be combative and guilty of a critical error when you Trainer fails to show up....
Topic: I love being right.....
Barbara whomever and Makiesha whatever, Supervisors with Northwest Pump and Equipment/SolvOne pulled me into an impromptu meeting this Morning at Northwest Pump and Equipment/SolvOne to terminated my employment. I supposedly made a critical error and my personality is combative in their perception..... Well atleast this is not a surpris since I have been stating their goal in hiring me was to Terminate my employment in an effort to manipulate or halt Employment benefits which the FBI("the fool" as they will be known forward) is intent on doing so I will have no income. This effort is pitiful because the error in question occurred because Kim Whocares, failed to show up to work on Sunday forcing me to sit alone instead of with a trainer. I prostested vehemently about being left alone, while still in training but this fell on deaf ears because the intention was to terminate my employment. The fact "The Fools", did it badly is inherent of their effort to cause me pain and suffering thus far....Everythings The Fool, does is criminal and redundant so sucess is never an option. Never..Now my former employer may attempt to halt may unemployment benefits but you cannot terminate a person "in training" and then protest their Oregon Employment Benefits...In Training is a very deciding factor which means it cannot be belligerent behavior when the employee was still In Training....but The Fool wil be The Fool. So why was the trigger so quick, well Northwest Pump and Equipment/SolvOne Inc. is a Hoax an outright Rogue Operation and I know this because the behavior was unprofessional, completely outside any work enviroment there ever could be, Employees at Northwest Pump and Equipment/SolvOne spent most of thier day logged on to Myspace.com.... and Hotmail.com and of course Yahoo.com...it is outright fraud and when I started posing the question to whomever would listen..(not barbara) what the relationship between Northwest Pump and Equipment and SolvOne was it got very quite and dicey....I honestly believe "The Fool" actually set-up this Employment scam for no other reason than to torture and cause me pain and suffering...Emily Suchastupidgirl actually said to me in the presence of other employees quite loudly "You're goig to be fired" she said it twice and nothing was done...Another employee put his Ass and foot on my Cubicle desk describing a Turkish bath to a co-worker (whom like to say "My Nizzle" which is slang for nigger) and nothing was ever done as a matter of fact I was called combative...Blogging viewing public it was no hold bar, and I beat them because you cannot terminate a person in training, and cause them harm especially when your trainer failed to show up....ha ha ha...Failed Brotherhood of Idiots suffering from acute Committee In Anal-Denial...