Under Attack
Mood:
incredulous
Now Playing: A Mothers' Love
I am Belinda Jackson of Portland Oregon
If you can remember a few Blogs ago I communicated a tactic FBI officials were using rape as a weapon and then taunting me with this Rapist in broad daylight. Date rape explains how this could happen. I was unconcious when these (and I must say these) sexual assaults occurred but by a triggering of my memory I realize I was being drugged and sexual assaulted i.e RAPE. Well, the FBI has been attempting to cause emotional distress by taunting and harrassing me with these Rapist one in particular is a black male whom actually allowed a White male to STAND OVER HIM WHILE HE SEXUALLY ASSAULTED ME BACK IN 1998 (like some sort of perverted overseer of rape) and from that date to this even though the incident was reported to Police FBI Special Agents have ridiculed me and my family with thier actions. This same guy has been placed in my presence each and everytime the FBI realize they are "done for" and the only way out is by attempting to cause emotionally duress. So, this rapist is unleashed on me like a dog with rabies. I cursed the fool out, I embarrassed him with insults, and I alerted the correct Law Enforcement authourities, but as we know Law Enforcement is the guilty party so my efforts have been obstructed. Thursday, September 15, 2005, Once again this Rapist was unleashed on me, but no big deal because I know their intent (to cause me emotion duress) and so I am just going to ignore these lost soul. unfortunately, this idiots whom was intentionally trying to illicit a reaction had his pants hanging down and his hand was firmly up his but. I lost it and called him every rapist fools I could speak...guess what he went and told his mother whom this 25 year old loser lives with at the same comples I am living in and yes They "The Rape Family" moved in after I had live there three weeks. So you understand these FBI idiots are really hard in heavy on this emotional instability and duress strategy. The Rape family then supposedly went to my Mother and threatened her...These worthless individuals had the nerve to say they would have me picked up and the rapist would physical slug me if I ever called him a rapist again. I have called this fool a Rapist since 1998 and it just dawned on him in 2005 to do something about it? When I said I dare the fools to think it the FBI plugged in ( My Mother is basically forced to wear a wire device and attack her own daughter. ) my Mother is being told by FBI operatives, what to say and to escalate "If you ever say anything to that 25 year living with his Mother again loser (she said his name I call is the rapist loser), I will pack your shit and sit it outside" I said "Mom, are you threatening me and she said, "NO" it is a promise" end quote....I said MOM this seems awful harsh this guy is a rapist, and she started denying he was a rapist, because he's never been to her house without Donta (relative) or her being there and I said" Mom what do you know of this, how can you deny it." she said, nothing complete silence...I said Mom a blood test will proved I am being drugged and Sexually assaulted and she said...I will pay for the drug test...Now how is a woman whom didn't have 2 dollars in bus fare going to pay for an extensive blood test which reveals what drugs are in your systems as well as a Hair test which goes back 10 years...The FBI had her wired and they are trying to shut me up and control the blood test for date rape drugs because as I type these idiot still are trying to use Rape as a weapon. So, they had my Mother, threaten me when I told her point blank, this 25 year old black loser did it and I am going to call him a rapist every single time he harasses me she change her position and all of a sudden she was, I might lose my place, you are not on the lease and I am not goig to lose my place. I said Mom are they threatening you and she's like, NO, NO, Oh No--(but not really her it was what she was being instructed to say--because these idiot FBI Agents know for a fact they have used rape and everytime it is revealed they cannot deny)and all of a sudden like a schizphrenic fool were back to threatening me again because I called a person she knows for a fact Sexually Assualted me a rapist...And once again I was thrown out and she will give me back the $100.00 I just handed her not 10 minutes earlier. Funny, my Mom eludes to that $100.00 several times and giving it back but never produced it to give. another funny thing is I arrived home at 7:54pm and she did not decided to have this conversation until 11:25pm after eating food I brought her home. Plus can you believe this 25 year old man whom is a Rapist showed up to my Mother house with his Mother to complain about me as if it was the first time I confronted him with his action or as if my Mother was the Police. This speaks to these idiot FBI officials thinking they can do this ghastly and criminal act and then contain it, like telling my Mother to say she would pay for the drug test, How in th Hell is she going to pay for a test some District Attorney can't afford. What the Hell does an elementry education which my Mother has know anything about the test...she is plugged in 24/7 these idiots are plugged in 24/7. this harm is bugeted. Each and everytime the FBI outright confess thier criminal action by thier present attempts. In 1998, my Mother told the Portland Police of my charges about being drugged and Sexually Assaulted. But this Rapist Mother goes out of her way to speak to me and I ignore her everytime. I was even threatened with eviction from my Mother House for ignoring this Rapist Mother, whom is all of a sudden my Mother new best friend. Now she is concerning herself with something that happened in 1998 like it just new information. Which is stupid just go to the Police why do you need my Mother permission? Why are they even speaking to my Mother? The FBI gave me more proof yesterday and the Rapist will be called a Rapist until the indictments are handed down and every black man in this Country is told what his black worthless ass did for White men, whom Sexually Assaulted me before he ever did and only allowed him to rape because they were feeling like the rapist white men have always been described as...the FBI is only using this dumb black man to mask the fact they sexually assaulted me back in 1997 first not blacks not mexicans but White men.
Belinda Jackson
503 490 7972
Posted by mikejones3000
at 12:01 AM PDT
Updated: Saturday, 17 September 2005 2:38 PM PDT
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